Help, searching for a BL that I took screenshot 5 years ago - Posted By Evanescence_Me Jan 25, 2025
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I don't remember if it's manhua or manhwa, most likely the latter. The mc had dark brown hair & eyes, with gloomy appearance & droopy eyes, his bang covering his whole forehead while ml's blond haired (eyes same color as hair) with bangs that covers his middle-to-left forehead. Both are university students. Mc gives off too-kind-for-their-own-good vibe (I think).
I mentioned screenshot but it's actually just a bunch of monologue from the mc in a chapter where he confront the persistent ml, here they are:
"I'm afraid you'll get tired of me someday. I told you, I've been in a bad relationship, and now I'm not confident in dating.
I know I'm not charismatic or extremely attractive. It's better not to expect too much from the start, than to be sad latter. So... I'm just overthinking things.
I'm scared of this, coming to an end... I'm a coward. Later when you get bored of me, I will still be into you. Even if you start hating me, my feelings for you won't fully disappear.
It would be great if you wouldn't get bored of me. It would be great if you wouldn't hate me after. I would love to be as maverick as you.
[It's useless. My love life has always been like that. That's what I'm used to.] I'm insecure, do you still want me?"
That's all, thank you and hopefully someone recognize what manhwa/manhua is this. Please reply if you do<3
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